You’re doing the best that you can

Let’s get one thing straight – rainy mornings are not meant for being at work by 6am. Rainy mornings are for cuddling in a blanket with a cup of coffee and your pup. Sadly that option was not made available to me this morning, and Cholla followed me around all morning. I know she was just thinking “come back to bed, come snuggle with me, be my thunder buddy.” If wishing made it so..

So first, I’m going to have to toot my own horn for a second. I still can’t believe I found the time to get the blanket ladder post up! I’m impressed with myself. Even though I had all of the photos taken, I still had to edit them, write the content, and post the content to the blog. And that takes time! Time that I was in short supply of, no less.

Last week was one of “those” weeks. The weeks that the to do lists are as long as your arm. The weeks that you feel like no matter how much you accomplish, you still have barely made a dent in all you have scheduled yourself to do. You’re exhausted, you’re a tad cranky, and you’re constantly thinking to yourself “should I just scrap the whole list and go home for a nap?” Don’t lie. You’ve all been there. It’s the “I have so much to accomplish that I’m not going to accomplish anything” mindset. Let’s just say that thought was a constant one on my mind last week.

I like to think that whenever I’m having a week {or a day, etc} that I have a myriad of commitments and things to do, I can actually get more done than if I had a free week with nothing to do. I budget my time more wisely and feel in more of a “go getter” mindset. So last week, I got things DONE. I marked off almost everything on my honey do list…with just enough time to spare. I was still rushing around the house on Friday afternoon frantically trying to get things done before company arrived for a wedding that Charles and I were involved in, and I finished everything with about ten minutes to spare. It was a success of epic proportion.

Even though the outcome of the week was that I accomplished most of what I set myself out to do, I still had a rough week. Have you ever had one of those days where you have scheduled yourself so thin, and planned your day so tightly compacted? Those days that if everything goes as planned {HA, like when does THAT ever happen} you’ll be able to just barely get everything done? I planned myself a few of those last week. But here’s the thing – those are the days that your shoe will break, that your gas light will come on, that your alteration lady will not accept cards and the ATM machine is broken, or that you’ll run out of laundry detergent or trash bags, thus sending your whole carefully timed plan to spiral out the window. You’ll inevitably have to bump something off of your list.

My question to you all is simple: HOW do you faithful readers fit 30 days of work into a 24 hour day? I know it’s impossible. But how do you people do it? Until yesterday morning, I hadn’t realized just how very tired I’ve been lately. Waking up early is getting a lot harder than it used to be. I feel like for every thing I accomplish, I’m failing at something else. I want to be a better wife to my husband, I want to be able to have a perfectly clean house, I want to be completely present at work, I want to be at the hospital with mom more, but I can’t be in 5 places at once, and even when I try, I’m not being the best version of myself.

I saw a quote come across my Pinterest that said “Be gentle with yourself, you’re doing the best that you can.” This has really resonated with me. I think what matters the most and says the most about me is the fact that even though I’ve been knocked down more times than I can count this year, I’m not letting it knock me down, I’m still waking up, going to work, and trying to keep my “new normal” in as much of a routine as possible.

Thankfully I don’t have a whole heck of a lot going on this week, because I can’t wait for you to see my next post, featuring my new living room setup! I’m aiming to have that post up before I head to the lake on Friday afternoon, so stay tuned.

The moral of the story here is that you have to experience the weeks where you’re spread incredibly thin to be able to appreciate the weeks where your plate is less full {and I fully intend to appreciate this week. There may be multiple mid-afternoon naps, a lot of binge watching Netflix, and bubble baths galore!} Enjoy the fall weather this week.

I’ll leave you with a sneak peek of the wedding I was in this weekend.. {photo credit, N.M. Franklin Photography}

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